Ceramic Tile

Sincere Engineer

Compositor: Deanna Belos

Ceramic tile in the bathroom
You make me dizzy on this drunken afternoon
But you're cold against my face
When I lie down on top of you
My broken smile in the bathroom
My mouth is bleeding and this day started too soon
I welcome forehead kisses from the floor
I said: For real
This time, no more
Like I usually do
Like I usually do

I'm looking at my face
Through toothpaste splatters on the bathroom mirror
I feel like shit and I hope I disappear
Blood cells float around below me in the bathroom sink
With some spit and Sprite and vodka
And I'm wondering why I feel so weak

Ceramic tile in the bathroom
You make me dizzy on this drunken afternoon
But you're cold against my face
When I lie down on top of you
My broken smile in the bathroom
My mouth is bleeding and the Sun came up too soon
I welcome forehead kisses from the floor
I said: For real
This time, no more
Like I usually do